i'm gonna break your little heart.

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Tiffany.

the next morning while Peaches left, i was on the phone to mom to discuss my problem

"Tiffany Paige, what did i tell you about kissing famous boys?" she asked

"you never told me anything..." i said confused

"well i'm telling you now, i dont want you hurting your sister over some.. rock star" she said

"i'm trying mommy" i frowned

"listen" she said "i know you love Peaches, so you have to stop seeing this boy right now. oh and dont have sex"

i rolled my eyes "it's not that easy mom, he keeps calling me and stuff trying to find me"

"then find a loophole or im coming down there and putting a chasity belt on you" she said and i laughed

"it's not funny missy" she said

"yeah it is mom" i smiled

"okay, well i dont wanna hear my little girl crying because of a broken heart, do you understand?" she asked

"yes mother" i said

"okay. well i have to go now, your father tried to catch a fish and he fell into the water... you know how bad his back is getting with old age" she said and i laughed "okay then"

"i'll talk to you soon. bye. i dont love you" she said and hung up and i smiled and put my phone down

"okay" i said taking a deep breath "Brendon only has our home phone number... and he knows where we live. soo. i should go.. SHOPPING." i said eyes wide and getting my things and realised Peaches took the car

"maybe Brendon could... NO TIFFANY YOU DICKHEAD" i said slapping myself in the face

i checked the time to see that it was half an hour since Peaches was gone, so Brendon would wanna come and play soon enough. i got a little scared for some reason, trying not to get caught.. in my own home. i tied my hair and put it on the side and wore a hat and went for a walk, everytime i heard a car, i'd jump in the bushes.

Peaches.

i woke up and had a shower and did everything in attempt to get perfection. i mean, wouldnt you if you were going out with Ryan Ross?i went downstairs and my sister looked like she had a hang over or something

"hey Tiff.. you okay?" i asked

"ahuh" she replied from the table

i ate some grapes and constantly fixed my hair in the mirror by the door until i heard a knock on the door and saw Ryan and immediately smiled. he was in a vest and it was soo cute. he held out a rose to me

"that's for you" he smiled

"wow thanks" i said "should i take it to our date or leave it here?"

"date?" he asked

"yeah... i won a competition so we're on a date today.. right?" i said

"OH right" he said and i laughed

"you can take it with you if you want" he said

"okay" i said and said bye to my sister and closed the front door

"oh thats right you have a twin" he said and i nodded "Tiffany. i would have introduced you to her but she's a little tired and wearing barely anything... i guess you'd wanna go see her"

Ryan laughed "nah. im not like that"

we got into the car and he did things so gracefully that it scared me a little. i still couldnt get over how gorgeously neat he dressed today. i felt so.. uneven sitting beside him with my hair being a little messy and teased.

"so Jon told me that you always wanted to play an instrument" he said keeping his eyes on the road

"yeah.. it would help if i didnt suck" i said and he smiled. oh god. that smile.

"and Spencer told me that he kissed you last night" he said and i went bright red and he looked at me

"it's okay - i wont tell" he said "it's just the guys are really attatched to you after one day"

"it's because i am amazingly awesome" i smiled trying to get the heat away from my face by fanning my hands

"good use of alliteration there. well let's see how you'll go with me" he said and i laughed nervously.

RYAN ROSS. RYAN ROSS. RYAN ROSS.

we went to an apartment building and the first thing i thought of was he was gonna rape me.. and surprisingly i was okay with that. we went up the lift and into a room, it was no different to any other room except it had his guitar in it.

"you've lost me" i said

"i'm gonna teach you guitar Peaches" he said

"really?" i gasped

"yeah" he smiled and guided me to the couch and he was tuning while i sat there patiently

my face was going so red that i got up and opened a window

"are you hot?" he asked and i nodded sitting on the windowsill

Ryan went and opened another window on the other side of the room and came back to me

"are you better now?" he asked

"yep" i smiled and sat back down on the couch

"i knew i should have brought another guitar, it would be so much easier to teach you" he said

"it's fine, i can just watch" i said

"no... i wanna show you how to play" he smiled and sat beside me

"sit on my legs" he said

"WHAT! nooo i'd break them" i said biting my lip

"you wont" he smiled "you have a beautiful figure by the way"

i went red again

"it'll be easier to teach you if... you're ontop of me. which sounds really dirty, but you get me" he said

i put all my hair to the side and sat on his legs and put the guitar in place

"do i have your permission to guide you with my hands?" he asked and i nodded and he put his arms around me and i felt like crying

"you have your hands in a weird position" he said

probably because they were sweating so much.

he put my fingers in place and tought me how to move both hands at the same time and then i did it on my own and he clapped and i smiled "i feel like i'm four"

"four year olds wouldnt be able to play guitar" he said

"sure they could. they have mini guitars" i said

"well... fine" he said and i laughed

after an hour i stood up because i felt like i was crushing him, but he seemed fine. i was half expecting him to collapse after walking for a moment.

he got me a glass of water and i thanked him and took a sip and he sat beside me

"i assume you're looking forward to tomorrow?" he asked

"what's tomorrow?" i asked

"your date with Brendon" he said

"oh... yeah i want to do him" i said and he laughed

"but even though i say that... i never thought i'd be in an apartment learning guitar with Ryan Ross" i said"

"i thought it's be more private and personal" he said "i should have chosen something more public to show you off with"

i smiled and put my glass on the coffee table

"i dont really like the attention, that's my sister" i said

"that's sorta like me, i'd rather Brendon gets the spotlight" he said

"hm" i said and he looked at me "this is gonna sound crazy, but you should be our merch girl"

i laughed "really?"

"i mean.. the band loves you. and it's a reason for you to come along with us" he said

"i'd love to if i had the chance" i smiled and he softly kissed me and i felt like fainting

two kisses in two days, i'm on a roll!

i pulled away which was a shock to myself and i shook my head

"i am.. so sorry Peaches" he said "i dont know what came over me"

"what about your girlfriend Ella?" i asked

 "oh.. you know about her" he said and i nodded

"we broke it off... it wasn't right" he said "i guess thats exclusive news for you before everyone else knows"

"as much as i wanted that kiss... i don't wanna be another one of your songs" i smiled

he nodded "agreed. dammit why do i always do that?"

"curiosity?" i asked

"...maybe" he said "we should learn some more guitar or the guys are gonna ask why you dont know how to play still"

"okay" i said "i dont wanna sit on your lap"

he gasped and i laughed because it was so cute

"i just dont wanna be a temptation or anything" i said "as hard it is to say that"

two hours later i learnt to play a full song.

Ryan and I were on the floor playing 21 since we had nothing else to do.

"ill ask our maanager about the merch thing" he said and i smiled "are you sure?"

he nodded "positively"

"...Ryan" i said and he looked up at me letting his guard down so i could see all his cards

"this might sound stupid but... do you have a crush on me?" i asked

he opened his mouth and closed it again and opened "yes Peaches"

"aw" i smiled

"is it that easy to tell?" he asked

"i had abit of a hint. Spencer felt bad when he kissed me yesterday and i guess i was kind of hoping it was because of you. i dont know why" i said

Tiffany.

i walked to work and my mom looked at me oddly

"why are you dressed...weird?" she asked

"i took your advice. im hiding from him" i said

"oh.." she said "are you trying to tell me that i give bad advice?"

"no" i smiled "can dad drive me down to the studio place?"

"..if you convince him" she said so i went out back and dragged him to the car and he dropped me off

i went inside and two guys were slapping each other and stopped as they saw me.. dressed a little weird. they whispered to each other

"i'm not Peaches" i said

"OHHH." they both said

i took my hat and jacket off and looked much better

"i'm Spencer and that's Jon" Spencer said and i smiled "you kissed my little sister last night"

"um.. hm" he said and walked out

"so what brings you here?" Jon asked

"i'm hiding from Brendon.. is he around?" i asked

"uh no... have he been.. following you?" he asked in a low voice

"he's being clingy" i said

"oh" he said "i wondered where he was getting to"

i sat down with Jon and eventually Spencer came back and told them everything about Brendon and Peaches' little obsession with him

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Liana was right.

love you's

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